Friday, February 11, 2011

saat itu....part 2

ok...meh sambung citer aku bersalin first time nie...

lepas dah abih drama induce tp xbersalin tu, aku dok rehat2 kat umah je...tp still kene g checkup ngan doc idora setiap 2 hari...sempat laa 3 kali checkup...last checkup was on 2nd nov...doc kate induce blk on the 3rd, which is aku dah 39 weeks 5 days dah time tu...doc expect nk kuarkan baby by 4th laa... 

so area tgh hari on the 3rd nov tu, sekali lg aku menyerah diri kat sepital...nurse yg sambut pun pelik sbb aku xbersalin2 lagi...hahahaha...see...pelik kan kes aku...induce sampai 2 kali masuk ubat kat bawah tu, tp baby xkuar2 sampai semggu...sampai nurse kat labour room pun ingat kat aku...hehehe....

so dah dok salin2 baju, kene seluk lagi (still xde bukaan lagi), pasang CTG, then dok laa lepak2 je xbuat pape...dah laa labour room xde tv k...giler bosan....hahahaha...kol 3 camtu doc dtg, masukkan ubat induce kat bawah lg...so duduk je laa tggu pape jd sambil2 berdoa moga2 dpt deliver normal...sbb doc dah stat ckp, klo bb xkuar gak arini, kite c-sect eh...hahaha...time tu muka hubby ngan muka aku dua2 berubah...sbb hubby laa paling2 xnk aku kene bedah...die kate, SAKIT klo bedah2 nie...hehehe...speaking from experienced laa kan...aku lak?...mmm lg laa takut bile pikir nk kene bedah...luka papercut pun sakit, nie kan pulak bedah open camtu...hehehe...

mase masuk ubat tu mmg dah ade mild contraction...tp xde laa terasa sgt...then around kol 6 ptg, waktu tgh mkn mlm, dtg sakit contraction yg buat aku xsenang duduk dah...tgh mkn tu stop jln2 dlu redakan sakit...lama laa gak nk abihkan nasi tu...hehehe...

around after smyg mgrib camtu, doc dtg check lg...time nie dah ade bukaan 1 cm...hehehe...slow sungguh...hati dah berdebar2...doa byk2 moga mudah laa aku nk bersalin...doc tnye nk amik epidural ke x?...aku xtau nk jawab ape...ikutkan hati xmau..tp takut sakit...hehehe so xterjawab soklan doc tu sampai laa die ckp...'i suggest u amik'...sbb takut ade complication pape during delivery due to ur high blood pressure...so aku setuju je laa tuk amik...semue tuk kurangkan risiko kene c-sect....hehehe...

then tggu smyg isya...masa nie semue petua yg terlintas kat kepala semue laa buat...minum air selusuh, air zam zam, air akar ct fatimah n makan kurma...tu yg minum dan makan je...samping tu selit2 laa baca zikir2 yg tau...contraction dtg every 10 minutes...tp still tolerable lg...elok2 je lepas smyg isya, terasa ade air keluar kat bawah tu...mula2 ingat terkucil la kan...sbb ckit je pun...tp mmg xboleh control laa aliran die...hehehe...cek2 ade cm darah skit...nurse masuk check tp bukaan still 1-2 cm lg...huhuhu...

masa lepas keluar air ketuban tu, stat laa rase sakit contraction tu...fully hit kot...klo tgk monitor, reading die sampai 150 klo xsalah...dah stat laa tgn hubby jd mangsa...sakit je terus genggam tgn die kuat2....hehehe...aroung kol 9.30mlm, pakar bius masuk...then stat laa procedure nk bg epidural kat aku...die suruh aku duduk bongkok peluk bantal...die baru tekan tulang belakang aku (nk cari spot tuk masukkan tiub), aku dah jerit dah...hahahaha...sampaikan doc tu ckp, 'its good that u decide to take epidural coz u have a very low pain tolerance'...hahahaha...masuk je jarum tu aku dah xtahan...sakit ooo...badan dah gerak2...nurse ngan hubby tolong pegang badan aku supaya xgerak..bahaya takut jarum patah or effect pape kat spine...hehehe...aku rase proses epidural lg drama kot dr the actual birth...hehehe...

lepas selesai proses epidural tu, dah kol 10 mlm dah...huh lega...ilang sakit ko...hahaha...boleh laa tido mlm tu...then, around kol 2.30 pg, nurse masuk tuk check bukaan lg...masih 2 cm...mmmm lambat nye....diorg kosongkan pundi kencing gak time tu...pakai tiub...semue2 tu alhamdulillah aku xrasa sakit...rase laa diorg godek2 kat bawah tu tp in term of sakit mmg nil...pastu sambung tido blk...hehe...pastu kol 3 pg++, nurse masuk lg check bukaan...time tu dah 6cm...alhamdulillah cepat laa pulak...hehehe...

the next check bukaan is kol 4pg++, mase tu dah 8 cm...mase tu nurse2 dah dtg tuk prepare bilik tuk process delivery...mase check bukaan tu, nurse tu  suruh try push, die nk tau pandai push ke x...try 2 kali, nurse tu kate ok...kite tggu doc dtg eh...die on da way dah...jgn push dlu, takut ade complikasi lak...i was like, aik dah time ke?...kate baru 8cm...bukan kene tggu 10 cm ke?...mmg blur hasil gabungan xde pengalaman + baru bgn tido...hehehe....rasenye mase die suruh try push2 tu, dah bukak 10 cm kot...tp xtanye...hehehe....

doc idora sampai around kol 5.15 pg...die ready2 semue mende, explain yg due to my baby nyer size (according to her is besar laa kan) die akan gune vacuum tuk assist aku nyer delivery... and by kol 5.30 pg, doc dah suruh aku push...nurses ade 2 org plus my hubby jd cheerleader sekejap...tgn hubby dah selamat xkene squeeze ngan aku dah sbb diorg bg handle bar tuk aku genggam...hehehe...dok push bersungguh2 tp doc still cakap kepala baby tggi lg so aku rehat laa barang seminit dua...penat kot walaupun xsakit...doc xbg signal pun kat aku suruh teran ke berenti ke..die kate, klo terasa gesa nk teran, teranlaa...aku xrase pun gesa tu so aku teran manjang je laa...tu yg penat tu...hehehe...then on the last push, doc gune forcep tuk assist delivery aku...xjd gune vacuum...aku tgk menggigil gak laa tgn doc tu tarik forcep tu...kuat sungguh die tarik...

so by 5.50pg, selamat laa aku melahirkan seorg bayi lelaki yg sungguh comel ngan berat 3.61kg...tp baby aku xbesar sgt pun sebenarnye, cume die pnjg je lebih...51 cm pnjg die...lepas dah kuar je baby, terus doc letak atas badan aku...sekejap je laa...xterkata2 aku kecuali alhamdulillah...baby nangis kejap je...masa kat atas badan aku, die senyap n bukak mata pandang aku...mmg xtergambar perasaan time tu....

then nurse amik baby tuk bersihkan...hubby ikut nurses tu...doc idora teruskan proses keluarkan uri n jahit2...proses kuarkan uri, for me, lagi sakit dr sakit bersalin...sampaikan aku mintak nurse increase blk level epidural tu...hahahaha...dah settle baby dibersihkan, nurse bwk blk ke bilik aku...hubby ckp, td baby kenyit mata kat nurse...aku cam, mmm ikut perangai sape laa tu kan...hahahahaha.....then hubby azankan baby...doc idora lak masih dgn urusan menjahit2 kat bawah tu...aku tnye die, byk ke koyak?...die just jawab, mmm baby besar...so assume sendiri laa kan....sib baik xrase pape...hehehe....selesai semue jahit menjahit tu , dah kol 6.30pg...


so tu laa die pengalaman aku melahirkan my prince....alhamdulillah mudah sampai aku xde laa ckp yg aku serik nk mengandung n bersalin lg...syukur sgt2....:D


ni laa gambar baby aku within few hours of delivery...aku pun xpaham nape die balut pakai blanket pink...agaknye blanket biru abih kot...the next day baru dpt blanket biru...klo tgk betul2, mata die belah kanan tu, ade line merah disebabkan forcep...a few days baru ilang...tp sampai skang pun still ade parut kat atas kening die...tp samar2 laa...yg kepala die lonjong skit tu akibat aku berenti berehat jap mase push2...hehehe...salah paham ckp doc kan...ingat lama lg, so rehat laa kejap...takut tenaga abih...hahahaha....

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

saat itu.....

story nie ditulis more towards sbb nk mengingat ape yg berlaku sebelum dan semasa process labour dlu...lama dah nie...xsure ingat semue details ke x....hehehe...try my best laa eh....

Oct 23, 2010 (38th weeks)
ari ni ade cek-up ngan dr idora seperti biasa kat PMC...ckp2 skit regarding my blood pressure yg tggi tu then proceed with scan...doc seperti biasa ckp anak mama nie dah engage (dah engage since 36 weeks lg..hehe awal) so doc kate boleh laa induce mggu depan (Jumaat, 29/10/10) sbb darah tggi tu...takut effect baby...aku ckp ok je laa kan...ape2 yg baik laa tuk baby....then tetibe doc senyap...dok pusing2 mende scan tu kat perut..."eh air ketuban u cam kurang laa....see yg tompok2 hitam nie...nie laa air ketuban...dh skit dah tompok2 tu....masuk wad ahad laa eh..terus induce"....i was like "hah?..esok ke doc?" ...hahaha...blur tetibe...mind set mggu depan kene tukar lg awal...ish3x...tp terpaksa ok laa kan....ape2 pun, baby safety came first....

Oct 24, 2010 (10 pm)
sebelum serah diri kat labour room, ptg tu blk bangi dlu...sje nk makan masakan mama sebelum kene pantang...hahaha....pas isya' beramai2 g PMC tuk teman me serah diri....all my siblings, my only nephew, my mum n of coz laa my hubby kan....see ramai kan (actually lepas tu diorg nk anta my sis blk umah in-laws die)...hahaha....semue excited...masuk labour room, tuka bju then nurse bg news xbest...we had requested for single room sebab nk hubby teman all the time kan tp full at that time...so kene dok double bedded...nurse ckp hubby xboleh teman eh...pergh nangis time tu gak kot....hahahaha....lg tggi blood pressure dpt news cam tu....dah laa first time bersalin, first time lak tu masuk wad (ever k), die boleh lak bgtau kene dok sorg2...mau x stress sampai nangis ko....time tu hubby tgh settlekan reg masuk wad so die xtau...my mum yg ckp kat nurse...xpela hubby die temankan....kan xde org nie...nurse tu boleh jawab ngan berlagak klo anak u tgh sakit2, ade laki lain, xke segan....mau je aku confront nurse tu (klo xsibuk nangis laa kan..hahaha)...tp after my mum slow talk, nurse tu kate ok, hubby boleh temankan tp klo ade org masuk, hubby kene keluar....tp last2 sampai ke pg hubby dpt teman walaupun xselesa condition nyer...alhamdulillah....

lepas dah abih drama tu, stat laa adegan seluk menyeluk...alhamdulillah xde laa sakit sgt cam biase bace pengalaman org lain...just rase cam senggugut je...seluk2 xde bukaan lg...masuk ubat induce sekali mlm tu...mlm tu tido2 ayam je sebab sian kat hubby yg tido duduk atas kerusi....

Oct 25, 2010
Doc idora dtg cek area kol 8 pg gitu...my condition?...mmm still gitu2...xde laa contraction beria2...mild2 je laa...boleh thn lg....doc seluk lg...masih xde bukaan...aik...ish stat berdebar2 dah nie sbb takut doc suruh c-sect je kan....doc masukkan ubat sekali lg n tggu je la lg...sampai doc dtg ptg tu masih xde bukaan...darah tggi controllable with medication time tu...heartbeat baby pun ok...aktif je xde show any stress sign....so dok laa tggu dlm wad tuk di monitor lg....

Oct 26, 2010
pg tu Doc idora dtg cek lg...still xde bukaan lg...huhuhu...blood pressure still controllable tp kene mkn ubat laa kan...baby still aktif n heartbeat ok je...so doc kate...mmm u nk blk dlu ke?...xde pape yg mendesak sgt...air ketuban dah ok...blood pressure pun ok...baby pun ok lg....kite monitor dlu laa eh...check-up once every 2 days...kite yg dah bosan dok kat wad pun kate...ok je laa kan...hahaha...walaupun risau, dah induce 2 kali tp boleh lak doc bg blk umah dlu kan...ish3x...baby still selesa sgt2 dok kat dlm nie...hehehe...

lepas abih uruskan discharged procedure, my mum dtg...my mum ajak mkn tp hubby cam dah xlarat je tahan ngantuk so my mum n aku je g jalan2 berdua...hubby blk tuk tido...recover 2 mlm tido xselesa...hehehehe...kitorg berdua?...sampai shopping di sogo tuh...sempat laa rembat handbag satu...hahahaha...tp kat sogo tu, bile g toilet, notice blood stain kat panties....mmm bgtau my mum...die tnye sakit x?...nk g sepital blk x...aku cam, alaa bosan laa pulak nnt kene thn wad lg...padahal xde sakit papepun kan...still nk sedapkan hati call laa gak doc...doc kate dtg labour room laa tuk cek...aku boleh tnye, dtg mlm boleh x?...sebab xsakit lg kan...hehehe..doc kate ok tp klo sakit or other signs show, dtg labour room cecepat...

so lepas shopping tu blk laa rehat2 di rumah...mlm g labour room tuk serah diri blk...tp after seluk, still no bukaan...nurse tnye, nk blk ke nk stay sini?...baby heartbeat still normal xde show any duress sign...so of coz laa aku nk blk kan...hehehe...settle all bils n chow blk umah....


huh drama sungguh laa cara aku nk bersalin nie...hehehe...k laa...sambung kat entry lain laa pulak...dh penat menaip.....:)

nie laa die budak yg sgt2 selesa dok dlm my womb....@ day 3